Advice on Letting Your Dead Go, After Reading Hamlet
by Dawn Levitt
Avoid ghosts. And well-meaning friends.
You can’t trust the guidance of the dead
when all they want is revenge on the living,
who they want to join them. Beware the
Death’s head, mouth yawning like an open grave,
the clown still digging.
Don’t listen to the fools who want to help you
liquidate the estate, to their benefit and your regret.
Don’t drive off the side of the mountain
or crash into the river. There is no one nearby
who will come to your rescue
before you sink below the surface. Avoid
misunderstanding, the root of all regret.
When your father returns as a ghost,
release him to eternity, his energy
slipping oil and water through your fingers.
Heft his saber one last time before you return
it, rusted, to its sheath.
Lift your hands to the rain spilling
down the granite face of the mountain,
tears of an ancient god.
Taste the sweetness flowing from
the spring in winter;
listen to the yellow-throated vireo,
blue-gray gnatcatcher,
black-and-white warbler,
weaving colors you cannot see
in the dusky wooded hills
into songs you cannot refuse to hear.
Dawn Levitt is a two-time heart transplant recipient, poet, essayist, and disability rights advocate who writes at the intersection of storytelling and healing. Her work has appeared in Newsweek, Insider Magazine, Remington Review, Breath and Shadow, Pink Panther Magazine, and many other journals and anthologies. Find more on her website.